29/3/08, Saturday
How long have i not been posting?
No idea, forgot. Lol.

Funorama @ ACJC!
The trio took the wrong bus.
Should have walked.
Blur Eugene, Aaron and Jason Ong. Haha.
We went one BIIIIG round on Bus 95. Bah!
Spent 2 or 3 hours at the carnival.
Walking and walking.
Ate a lot, played little. Haha.
Thank you Zhenning! Hope i nv spell her name wrongly.
Cause she gave us three coupons to spend. Xie xie xie xie!!

The 3 of us witnessed repeating dunking of ACJC' PE Teacher.
Teachers are so difficult to be. Haha.
Left there near 1 plus.
They went basketballing
I went to library.

First time!
First time go to Bukit Merah Lib to revise.
Recommended by Darren Yeo. K la, quite empty. Haha.
Got a security guard going around telling ppl,
"The library dun allow ppl to do hw in the library,
Only reading and borrowing of books are allowed"
Sry ar, why the hell would the government build library if they want their citizens to study in a non-conducive and noisy environment ar?
Stupid one right?! Buay tahan-.-
Senseless rule.

This is what i called retarding contridicting restriction.
Like that is like having a chicken farm but you are rearing pigeons inside.
I seriously find that regulation idiotic!-.-

Okay lets stop complaing. Haha.
But nth more to add oso. Haha.
Such a long day!

Chem CT on mon.
Please.
I really dun want fail LAA!!!
Bye.

Sunday! 23rd March 2008
Tmr indicates a month have passed since my birthday. Haha
11 more months i am 17. Fast eh.

Anyone know Ying Ye 3+1? 樱野3加1
A Taiwanese drama. Quite cool. Lol
Watched two episodes of it tis morning. Realised smth.
"Never Wait/Delay".

Today's episodes are abt the male lead died during an accident.
Before that he promised to confess to the female lead that he likes her at that particular night.
Who knows, he died. Sad.
Then he can't say it anymore! Of course.

Why wait? Anything can happen the next second.
Nobody knows what is going to happen the next day, the next minute, the next second.
So why wait?
Do it, say it, accomplish whatever u want to accomplish before its too late.
Tho the result can turned up quite disappointing.
But at least u know u tried and leave no regrets.
I did that. Haha.

I personally tink that leaving regrets in life is very stupid.
Don't you think so?
Whats the point of having that "I should have done that" thought when its alrdy over.
So torturing and painstaking. Ridiculous reality.
Time NEVER returns. Very harsh, but this is just what this cruel reality indicates.
I saw this recently,
Still seeing this presently.

Sometimes its is just so ironic and sarcastic,
To see urself living in a space where u can hate so much.
This is life i suppose.

Btw huh,
Does anyone really read my blog??
Hmmmm... Lol

Good Friday!!
Nt exactly good for me. Quite boring at home. Lol

I changed my blog's song!!
Should be songs. Two songs now.
Tongue Tied by Faber Drive and Tell Her by Jesse McCartney
I really like Jesse McCartney,
Cause his songs just sound so much sense to me. Lol.
My most fav. song, "Just So You Know" is also sang by him.
Check out the lyrics and u will know what i mean.

Tongue Tied and Tell Her.
There seems to be some link there.
There is always one particular person in your life who will get you tongue tied,
But u always have to much to tell her.
Esp when she is avoiding u,
You will probably be what the song is describing,
Asking someone to help you tell her.

This kind of thing is so common in life,
Yet so complicated.
It seems simple to solve,
But seems to take forever for the matter to be solved.
Life can so simple but yet so complicated.
Sometime u will even feel like u r being dictated.

I am tongue tied now,
But please help me tell her,
Give me a chance to let her know.
That i really like her...

I really missed your smile.

20th March 2008
A week have passed since i once posted.
Nth really happened in between this period of time.

Sch reopen,
Hw starts building up again,
Stress level rising up and up,
Studying time continues to increase.
Sigh... Typical Sec 4 life i suppose?
Lol.

Today got no sch!
It's a Cross Country Day for my sch today,
At West Coast Park.
Very saddening,
It rained!! So the whole event had to be postponed to another time.
Kinda sad ar.
Feel quite sad for the teachers and staffs. Haha.

Woke up at 5 in the morning,
Met my Sec 3 friends to go to WCP together.
I counted the stop wrongly, overtook one. Haha.
Jason's fault. Lol! If u get what i mean. Hahaha.

Went to play basketball after i were dismissed from the wet WCp at 9.
Played all the way to 2 plus.
Went to have lunch at mac with Jasper and Eugene,
Then went to Plaza Singapura till 7 plus then reached home.
Kinda of tired now. Lol.

Is online shopping really so much cheaper?
My sisters are so crazy abt it.
"So Cheap so cheap!!"
But the prices still see expensive to me.
So i just dont get it. HMMMM~~~ lolXD

Okay. Nth more to add,
The online shopping part is quite random. Sry. Haha.

" No one likes someone who is nobody. I want to be somebody. " - Oscar the fake Shark Slayer in Shark Tales

At least to you..
At least..

13th March!!
My younger sister's birthday!! Happy Birthday!!
She's 14 now, so old. Lol.

Step Up!!
Watched Step Up 2: The Streets today.
Okay okay, not as good as Step Up 1.
But still, the dance moves were very cool.
Just that some of the moves shown in the trailer are not shown in the movie itself.
I have no idea why is that so. Lol.
Furthermore, the movie got no subtitle-.-
I m nt very good in my english, so had quite a hard time trying to pick up what the actors are saying.
Nvm, overall it was still pretty cool and interesting.
The lead actress got a very sexy voice btw. Haha.
7/10!!

Presently got no movie to watch,
Initially still want watch Meet The Spartans,
But cant find anyone to watch it with me.
So forget it, lol.
Awaiting for The Forbidden Kingdom to be released.
Featuring Jet Li and Jackie Chan.
So u can expect how cool the movie can be. Lol.

Step Up,
Dare to step forward to achieve ur dream.
But remember to take one step at a time,
Dun take too much risk.
Cause when it fails,
The consequences will be v huge.
Dances are just dances,
But it needed effort to do a dance well.
So does everything.
U need to put in effort to make it well.
Go for it if u tink it is worth it,
It may failed,
But u will still feel better=)

A movie with many inspirations.
I dunno, maybe is just my life experience.
Haha. Whatever!
Live with no regrets.
I am guided by that.

I realised my blog is becoming more and more dead.
Dunno is ppl come by nv tag,
Or really nobody visit.
Come on!! Write something at the tagboard!
So i will know ppl still bother to look at my pathetic blog.
Lol.

Maybe i shall post some argumentative post,
Then will have ppl tagging or smth. Lol

Lets talk abt Change again.
I discussed it once be4, "Change and Adaptation"
Feel free to go back to the past post to have a look.

Ok back to the main stuff.
Change.
A very crazy, rapid and dangerous thing.
Everyone would agree, won't ya?
If u observe carefully,
Change is really smth very scary.
You won't even want it to occur if u have see the negative side of it.

"Change for the better",
That is something ppl like to say.
But some time, change can be bad.
And this is where perspective come in.

Different ppl will have different perspective.
Something that is good to you may be disastrous for others.
Rmbr that, cos it is a very impt principle in life.
And because of this (stupid) principle,
Many ppl ended up hurt,
While of course, some happy.
The balance of nature.

Example are everywhere in ur life.
Look around u and u will notice it.
I m a real life example. Haha.

Ppl change.
Everything change, in exact.
The only difference is, whether the change is good, or bad.
I, personally, dun really determine a nature of a change,
Cause my view may be different from the others!
It's kind of difficult, but learn to look from others' perspective.
This is what makes u different from the others.
U will realise u have a better understanding abt things if u are able to put urself in other ppl's shoes.
Kinda cool ar? But it is very troublesome too. Haha.

Accept changes, adapt to it.
Or learn to refuse it.
Both needed prices, so no matter what,
U have to pay.

Pay the "life tax", and carry on with the "road of life" u have chosen.
Just dun regret.
Time spare no one.

Sry for the long post!! >_<

9th March 2008
A Sunday, 2nd day of the holiday.
Yea!

Wed thurs and fri had been sporty.
Wed kicked soccer. In the rain-.-
Thurs n Fri were basketball.
Ytd i, together with my sch bball team mates, were scammed.
We were told to attend a mini competition at PHS (PRESBYTERIAN HIGH SCHOOL)
We arrived at 9a.m,
But found out that our matches started only at 4.45pm.
Amazing isn't it?

So we went out.
Went to Plaza Sing, then walked to Cinneleisure,
And managed to spend our time away to 2 plus.
We went back to sch and played some warm up matches.
By then only 3-.-
Waited and waited,
Our matches only start at 5.45pm, what a delay.
Then my team's first match is the home team, PRESBYTERIAN HIGH.
Their team are former national level,
How to play leh?
Straight defeat. Lol.

15mins later, my team's turn again.
This time against Hwa Chong.
Nt bad, didnt lose that much. 14-10.
I scored 7 points! Yea.
And i accidentally used my elbow to knock someone in the jaw.
Lol.
"Wad a crap team!" hahaha.=D
I didn't mean it dude.XD


The other team of our sch made it to 2nd round,
They defeated two teams in the first,
And was defeated twice or thrice in the second. HahaXD
Everything ended at around 8, then proceeded to dinner.
Had it at JEC, done eating only at 9 plus.
Claypot rice is really nt that suitable for me.
So hot and salty. Lol.

Whole body aching now.
Just recovered from flu.
Still having some slight sore throat.
Would get better.
Hopefully in whole.

Holiday finally arrived!! Tho there are still remedials and stuff,
But at least i can catch up in my slp=)
Also, very sadly, i have officially retired from CWSS basketball team.
"Study comes first", Wth still.
Even more miserable, the homework pile is stacking up again.
Lego game man. Nvm,
Strived to make it fall. Lol.

Nth more to add. Life nowadays, dunno why, becomes more busy.
Quite good actually. Divert my attention.
Tho its kind of impossible. Haha.
" We Will Carry On!!" - Welcome To The Black Parade, MCR

太喜欢你，还是太了解你？
或者我其实根本都不是很喜欢你？
我不知道
虽然很痛，但我真得不讨厌你。

Its over.
Or shld i add a ! at the end.
I dunno.
It doesnt sound like a sigh of relief to me.
To you maybe.

Being direct is good.
Tho it usually hurts.
But at least it prevented understanding from breeding,
Which is more hurtful.
Opportunity cost. Haha.

Ppl change.
Can't believe i have changed so much in someone's eyes.
Being a pest is never fun man,
U have to worry when u will be smacked dead.
Luckily i made my run just in time.

From now on i shall restrict myself!!
For all sort of stuff.
Here and there, everywhere.
I m becoming so alone. Is tt the correct term?
Anything.
Felt left, Behind. In Front. Everywhere.
Can see pieces of me anywhere.

Making choices in life is essential,
Wrong choice is also inevitable.
But what is right and what is wrong?
Your right may be someone else's wrong.
So be mindful.
Selfishness is inevitable in life,
If u gonna care abt others so much,
In the end u will suffer.
This is what i seemed to have learnt from somebody.

And i finally have a taste of retribution last night.
Thank you.

我不是放弃，
只是换了个方式去喜欢你,
因为你的笑，
对我来说很重要。

对不起，我喜欢你...

Its March now.
2nd of March. Cool.
Time is flying,
Hell is arriving.
Destiny would be decided in a few more months time.
Good luck mates.

I had a WONDERFUL dream last night.
It was great, i was so 'into' it.
Things that i hoped for occurred! Haha.
I really really love it....
But how much i feel like crying when i opened my eyes.
That face that i longed for was replaced by the white ceiling.
I hate white. At least at that moment.

Also, i realised how close i m from breaking apart.
I'm alrdy at the abyss from breaking into two different people.
I find a part of me disliking this reality so much,
And how much is the other half longing for miracles.
Such a dangerous sign. I didn't expect myself to deteriorate at such a rapid speed.
Gonna make some preparations, out of nth.

I realised it has been a week since my birthday.
No news. EMPTY EMPTY EMPTY
Such a hollowness. Deep in my left chest.

'Do you really hate me that much?'
Wad a stupid question to ask.
No one is going to say yes in front of u.
Mostly it's the action that will provides the answer.
I got yours now.
But what on earth m i suppose to do?
Submit myself to the darkness so as to avoid u in the light?
I wish i can.
However, Black dun accept romance,
That's why i'm half-hanging.

I need reasons for why u are doing so,
Give me at least one to let me die in peace.

Silence is golden
But no one will actually know that below the color is actually a killer.
Human heart are hard to guess.
Prepare to get hurt if u want to do so.
Bandages dun work for heart,
If not i would have been cured long ago.

A key to open ur heart?
Nt yet,
Just give me a step to go to your side.

J.Y,
If i realy perished,
Will u really be happy?

It has been an eventful week!
So many activities.
Tests, concerts, etc.
I lost count of how many tests i have in total last week.
Quite a few i tink. But i still managed to complete all.
Results are another matter.Lol.

Tues was CWSS band concert.
Nice. I was there. First time to Victoria Concert Hall.
The place is rather cool. Haha.
The performance was nice la. Tho i dun really noe how to appreciate the music=x
But the last part was cool. Engaging. Haha. Cute dance!
The trip too there was also cool. Kinda of weird. But i really enjoyed it=)
Tho the going home one wasnt so wonderful. Haha.
The next day, which is wed, was sooooo tiring.
Slept at 1 then woke up at 5.30. So i was exhausted. Lol.

Thurs was CWSS Choir Concert.
Nice too. I was also there. Second time to Victoria Concert Hall. Haha.
The performance was shorter than band's, but it was nice.
It have been a long time since i once saw my sch's choir performed so wonderfully.
Very nice. Haha.
Catholic High was AWESOME!
It is a BOY sch, mind it,
But their Sophranos section can be even better than my sch one.
Can you believe it??!?
So crazy. But they are awesome, definitely. Lol.
*Clap Clap!*

But still, congratulations to both band and choir ppl,
Cause they really put up a fantastic show=)

This weekend is still the same. No much difference.
Please tell me straight into my face if u find me irritating,
Stop avoiding, it hurts if u dunno.
Understand it if u do,
And if u do, please kindly help me translate it.
Thank you.

I'm breaking down.
Writing a story is so so hard....