Its May.
And wadeva the date it is,
I dun care.

Things have been going so wrong.
I know.
But i dun want to voice it.
Cause i scare everything will be gone.

I hate myself for being such a coward.
But maybe thats why i cherish!
Wow,
Nt a characteristic to be happy.

I tot things have become better.
Why not??
No it doesnt.
What have gone wrong?
I dunno.
Everything perhaps?
But one thing is certain and right.
That is i sux in all areas.

That feeling is coming bak.
I can feel it.
Holding everything bak.
Maybe i will feel better if i just let it flood my face.
But that will mean an end to everything.
Not what i want.
Or perhaps thats what she want?
Happiness comes with scarifices.
Maybe i shall do the 2nd part.

I am feeling sucky.
Real sucky.
How i wish i can just break down and give up.
Life just cant be so easy.
Wadeva.
It cant be any easier if smth u cherish is gone.

Maybe this is what they call retribution.
Yaya,
Keep it coming then,
How i wish it gives me a final blow so i can go.
Go to a place where i dun exist.

Does passion end just so quickly?
I love darkness i love thirteen.
Cause my heart is always left empty.
My eyes are wet, red and sore.
Again i have tripped and fall.

U can cry when ur precious stuff fall and break,
But what can u do when ur heart is stabbed and shattered?
A line,
to an end....?
Fine, i think i shld just give up.
Sorry, I Love You.