HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!!!
I wonder how many ppl's blogs will have this.
Haha.
Yea!!
Today is Teachers' Day Celebration!!
1st September is on Monday!!
Hohoho. The day when i return to Singapore.

Everyone muz be outside enjoying themselves.
Cause now got very few ppl online..
I going off to Malaysia in a few hours time.
Wont have a chance to chat with themX_X
Sigh.. Lol.

This year's celebration is rather nice!
OK the dances are fantasticsXD
I have to say that=D=D
I was on stage last year!!
Haha. Time flies..
After that went to play basketball!!
TNT won!! Yea!!
61-48.
Hohoho.
13!! =D=D
I'm so proud of my mates=)

O!
Today is Tan Jun Hong's birthday!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH TAN!!
He is No. 11 in TNTXDXD

I suffered cramp today!
First time in my life i suffered a cramp.
Painful@_@
Thank you Jasper and Ben from 4/2 for helping me. Lol.
Spent the whole afternoon at the court before going home.

My calves are still aching. Lol
Hehe.
My legs are nice.
HOHOHO!

Cya guys on Monday!
Karaoke!

My friends are telling me they saw you with someone.
Just when I thought I'd gone and wrecked it all again.
You turned around so I could tell you what took so long.
I don’t know why I ever waited to say.
Cuz I’m just dying just to see you again .
-I just love this song

My post is hitting 200.
Lol. Posted so many.

28th August.
I tomorrow got NO exam!!
So damn happy.
I WANT GO BEST DAMN TOUR!!
Damn damn damn.
I WANT GO BEST DAMN TOUR!!
I want money.
So I CAN GO BEST DAMN TOUR!!
Damn.

Such a cursed post.
Cause I WANT GO BEST DAMN TOUR!!
Gee.

I felt so sianz.
Why?
i dunno.
Bored.
I felt lonely.
Come on I'm an Independent Loner.
I'm like having a conversation with myself-.-
Sorry.
Lonliness is dangerous sometimes.

The feeling is so sick
DAMN sick.
Anybody know how it feels to treat someone good,
But in the end realized u worth so little to that person?
If never feel like way,
Good for it.
Cause it sucks.
Totally.

It pays to be nice.
And the price is simple.
Yourself.

I want go Best Damn Tour.
Damn it.

I suddenly got this inspiration and came out with this song.
Or rather lyrics.
Which i find it v cool.

'Can someone please come tell me,
What's the point of loving.
My heart fill with misery,
I'm sick of saying sorry.
You never know,
How it feels to be all alone.
To be left in bitter cold.
I'd alrdy lost all the hope,
I tell you that i'll love no more.'

So damn nice.
I'm sick.
Not ill.
Sick. Pure sick

Cause’ if one day you wake up
and find that your missing me
and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be,
Thinking maybe you’d come back here to the place that we’d meet
Then you’d see me waiting for you
on the corner of the street,

This is so damn ironic.
Cause I'm not supposed to be the 'me'.
I'm the 'you'.
And the 'me',
Will never say those words in this reality.
Haha.

Paradox.
Memories are meant to be pretty and sweet.
But at the same time it damages and hurts.
Lala.
I do listen during english lesson.

Sorry.
Today is a SPECIAL day for me.
Not suppose to.
But it is.
I can't help it.
Sorry.

Ashame is a curtain which cover,
Your hatred prevents the recover.
Nothing on earth can make me sober.
To make me forget i'm such a failure.

Your present will come when times is right.
Now everything is just.
Too wrong.

Still.
Happy Birthday! SinWoon

23rd August.
Today IS Valerie's birthday.
Happy birthday again. Lol.

Today is a sleepy day for me.
I slept till 10 plus in the morning.
Woke up then did some geog.
Go and watch Olympic at around 12.
For nth i fell aslp,
All the while till around 5pm.
This is so not me.
Whole day keep slpingX_X
Think i m juz too tired.
Haha.

Revision are like 'breakdancing'
Everything is like in pieces.
Break it up. Haha!!
My joke are difficult to get.
But i totally lack of motivation to study.
ZzZ. Why ar? I totally have no idea. Gee.

I wanna go out!!
Like some relaxation or smth.
Rather sick of studying alrdy.
But now, going out seems to be a wish rather than a thing.
So difficult to achieve it.

Everything is hard to achieve.
I'm not pending,
Nor m i having any motive.
I'm juz showing some concern.
Is concern really that irritating?

Things that once broke,
Can't be fixed back.
Even if it is possible,
It will leave scars.

ijustwanttogotothebeachtoseethenightsky.
whoiswillingtobethere,justbymyside?

23rd August!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY VALERIE!!
She's 16.
So finally. HahahaXD

So late now.
Sudden inspirations.
How long more can i last?
I have been trying to give all i can give.
But all my actions seem so empty.
Maybe i should have know.
That I'm truly not the one.
But how i had not realized,
That i have fallen so so deep.

Maybe i m thinking too much.
But i think i got to control.
I haven put it down.
Can't take another one up just yet.


Damn.
That feeling is coming back.
Gee.

Wow.
It's the end of August alrdy. 21st August.
Lol.
Sept is arriving!!
Lalala.

Now, I shld be mugging for my econs exam tmr.
But feel like blogging for a while=x Lol.
O ya.
Prelim 2 is commencing for me tmr. Econs paper 2.
The rest of the sec 4 is next week.
Hopefully i can get a single digit for my L1R5 this time.
I really want to go NJC.
Haha.

I attended a talk by Vice-principal and a PE HOD from NJC ytd.
So cool.
The programmes there are really cool.
But also frightened me.
How do handle all that when i m really there? Lol.
Stressful.X_X
Nvm. One step at a time.

I also had my Prom Night talk.
Street & Style.
Hmmm... That's the theme btw. Haha.
How's York Hotel like? Never been there before..
Nomination of Prom King and Queen is now on too!!
*Uh umm umm!!*
Vote me vote me!! Haha.
Juz kidding.
But I think if can get in is really quite cool.
Cause it means u're noticed by people!
Provided u didnt go around and ask for ppl to vote la.
So I shall not do thatXDXD
靠自己的魅力！！HahahaXD
Like that i think i sure can't get in=x

Less than a week now.
Gee.
I'm feeling rather stress.. Haha.
Weather nowadays are changing and changing.
Do take care=) 懂吗？
Recover soon..
It may be a stupid wish, but I really hope I am that 'him'.

Goodbyes are hard to say.
How to say it?

Singapore lost!!
A silver.
Nvm la.
After 48 years a medal.
Good enough la.

I dunno la!
Feel so distant.
Everything.
I think i m too used to having to press smth.
Now i can dun even need to see it for the whole day.
Haha.
So ironic.

August coming to an end sooner or later.
I'm leaving soon.
Woo~!! Lol.
The thought is rather frightening.
Cause it causes me to have to put down many things.
Next year i won't be around anymore!!
Maybe more smiles will appear after that.

Turn left or turn right.
Aiya walk straight bang the wall is better.
Cause it hurts.

O my i m such a sadist-.-

16/8/08!!
It's a saturday!
So boring.
I wanna go out. But nowhere to go-.-

Firstly,
CONGRATULATION to Team Singapore!!!
We finally getting a medal after 48 years!!
A round of applause for the Table Tennis girls!
Let's hope they can win China. Hahaha.

I had my oral ytd!!
Not good. At all-.-
Halfway through i have no idea what i m saying.
Bad Bad.
Let's not talk abt it.

Prelim 2 is coming!!
I m so not prepared.
No time la. ZzZ

K i seriously have nth to post abt.. Hmmm.. Lol.
O ya.
Many ppl's birthdays coming up.
I still have so many presents which i dunno what to give.
ZzZ.

“可是只要相信自己，
好好珍惜，
一切都会没事的，
你相信吗？”

我相信了。
你呢？

Your words,
Are still revolving around my heart.

11/8/08!!
Today got no sch! Which is like damn cool la!
Why cant everyday juz stay that way.

Last night i stayed up to 2 in the morning to watch the match between USA and China.
USA won by a great margin.
101-70
Poor China.
I wonder who can defeat this season's Dream Team.

This morning i woke up at 9!!
Unbelievable.
Watch Tao Li's match at 10.24am before going out.
She got 5th.
Which is like a great disappointment.
Nvm.
I think she is nervous. That's all.
Ronald Susilo got defeated too-.-
So difficult for Singapore to get a medal.

Today, JE library is so packed.
No school,
So everyone went to the library to do work i think.
Went at 11 alrdy no place alrdy.
Had to sit on the floor.
Did some works.
1 then went for lunch.
Which was like so many ppl again.
Waited for a while be4 getting a seat at Koba.
I got a treat from LeeHui, which is supposed to be my birthday present.
Such a belated one. HahaXD
Nevertheless, THANK YOU!!=)
After that went to watch movie.

Money no Enough 2.
For me its okay okay.
Quite touching la.
I didnt cry.
Of course.
I'm such a cold-blooded creature. HahaXD
But ya.
6.5/10 for me.

Intended to go back to library to do work after the movie.
But we can't find any place,
So went home!!
Feeling so tired now.
Tmr still having econs test-.-
Where on earth is that motivation to study!!!
GEEE!!

Tmr is O level Chinese result day.
All the best!!!
Tmr got night study!
Woo~

10/8!!
A sunday!!
Tonight 12mn will have China vs USA in basketball!!
The Host Team vs The Dream Team!
COME ON GOGO KOBE BRYANT!!
I shall catch it tonight.
Tmr no sch.
PHEW~
Thx God.

I think things are going right now.
Time really heal things eh?
Maybe some la.
Nvm.
This juz that last bit of time i have left.
Better than nth=)

I left one more SBQ to go!
Come on JasONG!ZzZ
U asked me what i am expecting.
Hmmm..
"n" detrevni na si rewsna eht yas nac i hsiw i woH
gsm rU

Happy Birthday Singapore!!
Today is 9/8/08.
Singapore's birthday.
*clap clap*

Why Malays like to have weddings under HDB blocks?
Not being racist here.
Wedding is a happy event. *clap clap*
But having under the block and keep singing..
I'm staying at the 3rd floor.
ZzZ.
How i wish my hse is soundproof.

Boring day.
My hw for this weekend is rather retarding.
I got 4 SBQs, 2 SEQs, the whole Oral 4 year series book and 3 math papers to complete.
Juz thinking of it makes me so pissed off.
I juz completed one SBQ.
HAHAHA!!

I want go out.
A break please.

No reply.
Am i meant to be forgotten?
To you, to you.
And to you too.

08/08/08.
Such a nice date!
It's the official opening of 29th Olympic Games @ China today!
See the time of this post.
The Olympic Games have only official opened when i was typing this. Haha.
204 countries....
So many many.
From Olympic i realized i didnt know so many countries. Haha.
HOPE SINGAPORE GETS A MEDAL!!
*Pray pray!!*

Also,
08/08/08 is the celebration of Singapore National Day!!
So today went to Jurong Cultural Centre for the celebration.
So fast.
This year is the last year i will be going there for celebration. Haha..
After that i went out to play bball.
Reached home at around 4+ or 5+.
So tired.
I went to lie on bed at around 7 and found myself having difficulty to wake up at 10.
Lol.
I hope i still able to sleep later on. Haha.

Today damn slack.
I didnt do any work at all.
Lalala.
I got 4 SBQs to complete.
Hope i will still be alive on Tuesday!

Waiting for reply is such a hard thing to do.
Why am i having so much expectation?
Reliance.
My greatest weakness.

5/8/08.
Tues.
Tmr wed.
Assembly!
Bring tie. Blah! Sch-.-
(Are you touched?)
I think is my own thinking.
I just can't help to feel so.
Ur presence.
Makes me look so small.
So insignificant.
You're just too far.
(I did spend time and effort to do it.)
Moon and Earth are so far apart.
Yet we still can see the Moon.
That's why i can see you!
But i dun have a space shuttle.
I can't reach.
Too bad i think. Ha-ha.
You're just too far.
(That's still alot i haven say.)
Shooting at the Moon is so meaningless.
But that's precisely what all my actions seem to be like.
Bang bang.
Can u even HEAR me?
Let's not talk abt feeling.
Not yet.
You're just too far.
(Or rather, i'll never have the chance to say.)
Maybe.
Maybe.
Maybe i will just stay here and look.
Maybe.
Maybe.
Maybe one day u will find me noticing.
Maybe.
Maybe.
No. Must be. I must be hoping too much.
You're just too far.
(So what if i chase? I can never have you. You're just too far.)
Italic-ed words are meant to be linked.

1/8/08!!
AUGUST!!
It's gonna be a busy month.
Many ppl's birthdays coming up..X_X
This is my first post for August!!

Haha.
Got back my prelim results.
Not really up to expectation.
But still quite okay.
My L1R5 is either 12 or 13.
Still can minus HCL's 2 points.
But i want a single digit still.
Prelim Two.
Some ppl are depressed over their results.
Just dun think too much la.
The more you think the more depress.
Give it up.
Prelim 2.
Focus on that NOW.

I got this card in my file.
Look ahead and prepare,
Dun look back and regret.
An ability which everybody now lacked.
Even me.
In some areas...

Life now are blah blah blah..
Night study commenced.
I stayed on Tues and Wed.
With Leehui&Leeling on tues,
Leehui&Huilin on wed.
I think it's quite helpful.
But some ppl juz went there to play.
-.-

Life nowadays very boring.
Go sch go home.
Work slp work.
The thing that kept me going is,
"2 more months."

K nth more to add.
School life is just so fixed.

I realized things are going wrong again.
Spin and change.
My Wheel of Life.

I dun want to fall back into that pitch black hole anymore.
Not now.
It's tiring to keep holding on.

Your presence makes me realize that
You're just too far away.

The feeling of uselessness fill me when i'm with you.
I m just not up to standard to suit you i think.
But ur present i did put my best to do it.
Hope you like it.