December. Year coming to an end. This feeling is familiar. Cause before you know it, You will be saying goodbye to twothousandandeight.
Weee~ I throwed a serious tantrum last night. Cos I was so hurt. Bah!D= Nvm. You reap what u sow. It was also my actions that make people feel that way. K shall stop here. I promised I will get better.
I think I mentioned this before. "You" is a very misleading word. Therefore I'm really hard to not to convince myself that it is for me. Cause it will not be me who is acknowledging that if it is true, It will be a living zombie.
I'm just to afraid to admit it. Cause I scare I will end up being a murderer once again. The abyss which Edward and Bella is standing yet. It's so similar to the one i m seeing. It takes courage to try again. Please give me something to ignite the fire one again. Cause I'm feeling ridiculously cold now.
You wont, even myself, would actually believe how deeply ur influence to me is.