Last day of October!!
This is the second day of me cooping at home.
My life is BORING!

Stop asking me to stop using com.
It is the only friend I am left with.

I found this new song!
Heard it on the radio but never really notice it.
But now then realize the lyric is rather nice..
How many times can I break till I shatter?
Not too many times left i suppose?

I am such an idiot,
Who keep wishing and wishing,
For something which will never come true.
There are reasons why I don't believe in miracles.
You are just adding on to the reasons with all your actions.

Tormented.
Tired.
Shagged.
Drowned.
I. Just. Don't. Believe. In. Miracle. Anymore.

You will see if you highlight this.
Same as you will see if you really understand me.
Helpless am I,
Hiding in a corner, just looking.
I need someone to talk to..><

Thou drowned in the ocean of misery that melted from the iceberg of Love.

I FEEL VERY IRRITATED!
FEEL LIKE SWEARING.
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.

Why why why!!><

Expect the unexpected.
But what am I really expecting??
I am sick of having disappoinment as a form of unexpected.

ttm. please.

November is coming!
30th October.
51 days since the first.

Sch curriculum ended.
OP only.
Guys, relax!
OP nia, just stay calm and do your best.

Today JJ no school!
I wanna go out.
But you see,
Whatever I want,
Rarely come true.
Therefore I am at home for the whole day=)

Ytd is Mr Koh's farewell party.
My P, leaving JJ this year.
I think his departure is an ironical situation.
Lol
The party is fun.
Everyone enjoyed.
Yea~~
Slow dance.
Tsk.
I don't know how to approach.
That uncomfortable scene of you and him dancing just killed my adrenaline.
So I spent my time alone, where no one really noticed..

However things do twist around.
I like how my day end=)
How many times can it end that way? Ever again..

While drinking at a corner last night,
I suddenly realized something.
The purpose of a cup is to use to drink.
Hence, it is forever gonna be empty, no matter what.
For a moment,
I thought I am a cup..

I must crazy to thank JJ Cat.
But it approached me when I am alone sitting in the dark,
Rubbing its head on my shoulder.
What a weird feeling.

Nevermind.
I never seemed to understand.
Or be understood.

SIGHS.
Tired..

Talk to me.
I longed for it.
There are things you can't post on facebook.
Cause i only need just you.
To talk to me.

When people suddenly don't talk to you,
Easy, remember that you are not that important.
When people don't give you the second look,
Easy, remember that you are not that good-looking.
When people don't remember you much,
Easy, remember that you are too insignificant.
When she doesn't feel the same for you,
Easy, remember. Love isn't the thing for you.

Remember Jason.
Remember.

19th October 2009!
The end of October is coming.
YES!

Today is Owens HC Outing!=D
Not all turned up. But it is still fun=)
The movie is rather entertaining. Eddie Murphy is a very good actor.
COOGA!HAHA!
Lunch is super filling. Carl's junior-.-
After that went arcade.
Vivo's arcade is not nice!=x
I am still very fascinated by Iluma's arcade. Haha.
The best part is the King's game!
Funny like mad.
Sighs.
Can't I be lucky? Why I must be the one who got sabo to tio forfeit-.-
Haha!
But fun la=D
Dinner then home sweet home.
Enjoyed. I like this group of people=)

I don't know.
The awkward feeling is strong whenever you are near.
Nothing really happened but why does an abrupt full-stop makes thing feel so funny?
I don't know.
Weird.
You said it.
So I shall not do too much.
Tsk.

AH CHIU!X2
People said you sneeze two times is because someone is missing you.
Nah.
Who will possibly be missing me?
Neutral eh. Neutral.
A term which looks totally negative when you are too positive over the same issue.

Tmr is school.
Hey.
I hate school.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!=D
Today is my dear mummy's birthday!
Without her, i won't be here blogging.
Be grateful. Haha

Going out soon!
Think going AMK Hub there.
Zz
Memories u see..

I think i lied.
I said i am waiting for it to die.
Can i really do that?

我总是惯例性地想起你，
如果我变成回忆，
你会不会记得这份回忆？

我喜欢你
已喜欢上了你，
已喜欢上你的笑。
喜欢看你可爱模样 。
I will continue this when i want.
Duh. Haha.

Saturday was fun!=D
Went to AMK Hub. Wanna go Karaoke
But it was fully booked.
Then walked around bought things to eat.
After that went to see scenery on car.
Went to see horses at Turf City there.
Cracked many jokes on the car which got everyone laughing.
I am infectious.
Haha!

After that went to Serangoon to have dinner.
Then went to some ulu place to have desserts.
The atmosphere of the place is very nice tho!
Too bad it is at Serangoon. Haha.
My sister's boyfriend bought mummy a cake.
Which everybody commented it to be nice.
WOO!~~
Hahah

Happy birthday Mummy=)

Creating noise at canteen is a very fun thing to do=x
Haha!
Elaborating on the Team S09 I mentioned in the last post,
It is this soccer team that Zaiwei created in his PSP soccer game.
Where all the players are actually the guys in my class.
Okay got one girl la. HAHA.
So among the guys, there is now this fever of using Team 09S09 to play against other team.
Remarkably, no one manage to score a goal with Team 09S09.
Not until today.

One person playing and around 6 around him.
All eyes on the PSP.
Any shot and save just generated uproars.
We have successfully became the Centre of Attention. HAHA!
The greatest uproar is when the FIRST EVER S09 goal is being scored.
By someone who will never possible to do so in real life.
GOAL!!!! The uproar is just crazy. HAHA
But yea.
I love laughing because of such silly things.
At least it allows me to forget momentarily about certain things.

Tsk.
I am having this feeling that I am being taken for granted.
Yes.
I think I am.

YOU YOU YOU!
YOU! AND YOU! AND YOU!
In fact, I think there is nobody seeing this.
*wave*
Can you see me?
Literally and non-literally.
Ha

12th October 2009
33 days since the first.

This isn't good.
You see.
Life is never smooth for long.
And it is getting tougher and tougher.
Post exam activities is just yet an another add-on to my stress level.
Post exam period is yet another add-on to my troubles.
Influenced. Not me to others. But the other way round.
Selfish am I.
I don't like elsewhere to rain.
I only prefer my side to rain.
How funny-.-
Trying to be people's Sun when you can't even be your ownself's.

But.
I just can't stand to see thunderstorm pouring at people's sides.

I WANT TO KNOW WHEN IS HOLIDAYS COMING!
Sighs.
Though I know there will still be works etc..
But I just want to have the flexibility of time to escape from the old blue BIG cage.
Or maybe just the badge? I don't know.
Too bad. I will NEVER have the chance to escape from this reality.
That will be perfect. Too bad.

Few more months.
I want to lead a normal life.
I have never find this position to be nice. Never.
But. What will come after the normal life?

Samantha texted me this morning!
My junior/disciple. Been so long since she texted me first.
Kinda shocked!
But happy=)
Her Os is coming in 2 weeks time!!
ALL THE BEST TO ALL SEC 4s and 5s=)

This post is kind of long eh!
But almost nothing about my daily life.
BUT HECK LA!
It is too boring to talk about.
And nobody is reading also-.-
S09 team is SUPER funny! Haha!!
See. Nobody who read this know what I am talking about.

The light is too dim for you to see,
That the man waiting in the dark for you is me.

You won't bother to look closely either=x
So anti-climax. Haha

I can't find a new blogskin!
SIGHS.
What a life.
zzz

Dont know what to update la.
What to expect?
Life is never a mirror.
Dream,
Is never reflected in real life.

An ordinary man versus an extraordinary dream.

Like a vampire who loves a human.
Or rather, a poor bloke who fell in love with a princess.
What a description. Haha

我累了
Let go.
ihopeican

RWAR!
I got one more paper to tahan before my promo is really over.
WHY NO MARKING DAYS?!
I DONT WANT GO SCH LA...

And why my S button spoilt..zzZ!
Difficult to press eh!
I was introduced to this song!
Talk to me.
Don't know who is the singer.
But it is nice!=D Haha.
Talk to me,
You speak with me.
Don't rise before you sink,
Don't fade away.

Don't leave regrets in life.
But who know whether there will be more regret following after a decision that is supposed to prevent regret?
Sigh.
iamscared.

It is forever A to Z but not A and Z.
Because two extremes will never meet.

AND MY BLOG IS DESTROYED!
WTH!

I'm supposed to sleep!
But once again I am having problem><
So decided to blog a bit. Haha

I got a new spect!=D
Haha.
It' red!
So different from my old one.

Finding location for dinner is such an interesting thing to do.
Haha!
The s button of my laptop is spoilt!
So difficult to press. ZzZ!
I want to play my fifa one leh.
Cannot pass, how to play?Tsk.

Oui, J'aime quelqu'un. Comment je souhaite je peux vous dire cela vous êtes cela quelqu'un.
I like French leh. I don't know why. Haha
Sometimes it just take one line to solve a mystery.
=)