It is holiday!! Tuesday now, meaning it has been 2 days of holiday? And I have done nothing but do work. Fed upp!!! Zzzz. I know it is term break ( I am told that it is a Term Break-.-). But break must have some fun too right? I know A level is important. But find me someone who can study 24/7 w/o having the need to have some relaxation. If you can, that is not someone, it is something. Cause it is a god damn robot-.-
Since young, I have always been studying on my own. I know my priority and I will study when I want to. And of course, it is the most efficient time period when I do it. However, I am feeling more like being MADE to study now. I know your intention. You don't want our studies to be jeopardized. However, if a lion is not hungry, no matter how you force it to eat the meat, it won't. In fact, it will bounce back and bite you. Hard. Nobody wants that right? We are friendly people with good intentions. So stop forcing me for goodness sake. Trust me, I will do better when the ball is in my hands. It has always been like that on court. It will be likewise in my LIFE.
Breathe in breathe out. I am hyperventilating. The misses are suffocating me. Your absence is like a lack of oxygen. I think I am adapting to the lack of air. But a freshly air-ed environment is better I suppose? haiz.
