Life is mundane.
Seriously. Nothing much to talk about.
Many things to ponder about but then realized there is no answer to it.

I am getting used to this feeling of emptiness, hollowness.
I don't know how to describe it.
It just feels so..empty. To the extent it is rather scary.
And depressing.
It happens everytime after goodbye or at any sight.
The hollow numb feeling..

The motivation to go school is depleting.
The reason used to be clear,
But now it seemed to be avoiding.
Trying my best to grab hold a handful of sand.

I have many many things to say to you.
But I know I can't say it out.
Cause it may frightens you off.
I am like using my head banging against the wall.
It is bleeding.
Let's see when will it crack.

No matter what, at least I know I tried.
Even if I die, I don't think I will regret.
Haha.
If anything happens, please remember that in your life, there is this guy who have liked you deeply. At least, I hope, that will mean something.

Not committing suicide la. Chill...