AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
I DON'T LIKE THIS FEELING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I hate falling from the sky REAL HARD back to HELL!
If you don't know,
IT KILLS.
But what can I do?!
I just feel like breaking down and cry.

Why must it be like this?
Can you tell me it is a joke? Please.
I am deceiving myself that it is a joke.
You are just playing a prank on me.
Or maybe you sent the message wrong?
No. As the seconds ticked by,
I know it isn't.
I have been declared to be threw back to Hell. Officially.

I DON'T like this.
Why must HUGE, ENORMOUS, TREMENDOUS and HORRIBLE disappointments come crushing down upon me after I have expected so much from it?
Why must it be like that all the time?
Initially I am beginning to like my life.
Now is I think it is really screwed up.

To whoever up there that people are praying to,
What on earth are you trying to do to me?
Resilience against dismay?
Freak you. I had enough of it.