The same old sight,
The same old sigh.
The same old feeling conquering mine.
Deep down inside trying to figure it out,
What can I do to help myself out.
Never told and never say,
As results will just be the same.
When feelings get entangled and all messed up,
Frustrations invade and soul burnt out.
Really, what else can I do?
To bring myself out of this depression blue.
People talk and people smile,
I wonder what's there to smile about.
When people find their happiness,
I wonder why is mine just isn't near.
Search upon the things that are small in Life,
You may be able to find some light.
But when thinking too much takes over,
You know that you are in deep troubles.
A flower blossoms under the big bright sun,
But only with the efforts of concern and care.
How similar will I to say,
That human's feeling acts the same way.
If too close will breed something bad,
Will separation brings upon something great?
If that is really your faith then I will help to hold,
Cause after all, I am just an ordinary soul.
Where else can I turn and say,
To release this frustrations I bear.
No matter how much hope you can try to give,
In the end, Fairytale never exist.
Ending upon this empty note,
Feeling is still yet empty so.
Happy ending is a luxury.
Being a loner, I think that is me.