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Friday, July 30, 2010


Is the way you make me feel.
It has almost been a year.
How fast.

Songs really have a very powerful influence over people.
Certain songs just unavoidably bring back some memories.
First Dance.

I still remembered and really miss that one and only dance.
How stupid right?
But yea.
I seriously hope time can freeze at then.

Like.
Freeze..
Forever.

~ { 11:22 PM }
I Love You morethanIcansay;


Saturday, July 24, 2010


July is ending! Geez.
Life has been like this all the while. Nth to be posted also.
Have been 3 weeks since I was really happy for a day.
How long is that man. And how fast. Lol.

Actually, seriously,
I was surprised that you know=x
I seriously thought you didn't and will never bother.
So, do you bother since you now know?
Hahaha.

All right.
I have yet to step out of this.

How?

Instead, I think I am still hoping to for the acceptance.
I know it is silly.
But I don't know how to stop living in this fantasy.
This is worse than a Level 3 dream.
It is like dying in the dream,
And not being able to wake up. Jeeez

~ { 11:07 PM }
I Love You morethanIcansay;


Saturday, July 17, 2010


I feel...useless?
I still can't get over.
Geez.
What to do what to do what to do..

~ { 11:43 PM }
I Love You morethanIcansay;


Friday, July 16, 2010


You are putting the fullstop, ain't you?

Frankly speaking, I am utterly disappointed.
What is with the sudden change?
Shouldn't I deserve some explanation, the very least?
A sudden stop extinguishing a high end of hopes.
But do you know how long have that flame of hope been burning before it really dies off?
Trying to convince myself it is not intentional,
But as time goes by I know that I am just kidding myself.
Again and again.
Why?

Why that smile of yours I receive a few days earlier,
Can suddenly disappeared and exists like it never exist before?
Seriously. Give me some explanations.
You owe me one. For that sudden departure.

When disappointment evolves into anger,
You know something has become unforgivable.
You don't try and help someone up,
But letting go before he gets to stand up.
Falling back down again hurts A FREAKINGGREAT DEAL.

It cannot be miscommunication as it has been happening for days.
Things changed right?
Yea.
You changed,
My attitude towards you also changed.
Sorry,
You reap what you sow.

~ { 10:25 PM }
I Love You morethanIcansay;


Saturday, July 10, 2010


Looking at you I realized how far I am from happiness.
The distance apart is the source of loneliness.
Hoping for nothing is the best way to avoid disappointment,
As there won't be any expectations.

I am not worthy for anything,
That is why I am still nothing.
Be it is you or her or her or you,
I know that I am a nobody still.

Yes my heart is dead,
Cold and hard.
I don't expect anyone to come revive,
Cause I know nobody bother to try.

When things unveiled and take its forms,
It will be easy for you to see it all.
A matter of fate or whatever,
I think I am meant to be alone, forever.

You never care, do you?

~ { 11:01 AM }
I Love You morethanIcansay;


Tuesday, July 06, 2010


The same old sight,
The same old sigh.
The same old feeling conquering mine.

Deep down inside trying to figure it out,
What can I do to help myself out.
Never told and never say,
As results will just be the same.

When feelings get entangled and all messed up,
Frustrations invade and soul burnt out.
Really, what else can I do?
To bring myself out of this depression blue.

People talk and people smile,
I wonder what's there to smile about.
When people find their happiness,
I wonder why is mine just isn't near.

Search upon the things that are small in Life,
You may be able to find some light.
But when thinking too much takes over,
You know that you are in deep troubles.

A flower blossoms under the big bright sun,
But only with the efforts of concern and care.
How similar will I to say,
That human's feeling acts the same way.

If too close will breed something bad,
Will separation brings upon something great?
If that is really your faith then I will help to hold,
Cause after all, I am just an ordinary soul.

Where else can I turn and say,
To release this frustrations I bear.
No matter how much hope you can try to give,
In the end, Fairytale never exist.

Ending upon this empty note,
Feeling is still yet empty so.
Happy ending is a luxury.
Being a loner, I think that is me.

~ { 2:34 PM }
I Love You morethanIcansay;



No matter how I try,
It is still going to be the same thing.
So let's not get it started.

Be. Alone.

~ { 12:59 AM }
I Love You morethanIcansay;


Monday, July 05, 2010


I don't know what is wrong with me.
I just feel like getting myself into a fight and get killed.
So Jacob-like. Haha.
Too bad I can't.
Zzz.

Suddenly I hope I can fly.
So I can escape this reality that is screwing me up.
I don't know what I am doing.
What I am feeling,
What I am hoping, what I am wishing, what I am expecting.

This world keep rotating and I am following it.
But I feel so stationary that I feel quite stupid.
Cause I am thinking too much yet again.
Clear my mind clear my mind.
Don't take up a rock and smash my feet again.
But by not thinking anything, I feel like so hollow.

I need some adrenaline.
Maybe I should go jump off cliff.
Haha.

~ { 12:26 AM }
I Love You morethanIcansay;


Sunday, July 04, 2010


Now I am influenced by your mood. Easily.
How much more empty can I still feel when I receive such reply?
I don't like the way I feel now.
Cause I don't like you feeling this way.

~ { 12:39 AM }
I Love You morethanIcansay;


Friday, July 02, 2010


Today is a happy day!:)
Although it rained, it is still a happy day!=D

A lunch of maggie,
Unlucky day initially.
Running in the morning,
Hotdog in the dustbin.
And the sky starts raining-.-
Late is so your friend,
But surprises it also brings=)

Great World City,
Movie Eclipse.
Toy story cup with Alien badge,
Half a face covered always:)
Island Creamery,
Reverso just kept on melting!-.-
The rain kept on drizzling,
100 photos not succeed:(

Waiting of bus took 30mins-.-
Your boyfriend to be taller than your sis's=P
Alighted one bus stop late
Began walking in the rain~

Super juniors or CN Blue,
You too watch it on youtube-.-
Hunger not there we wander,
End up walking to Central.

Water performance blue people,
Ramen shop full of people~
Ended up at Kopitiam,
Eat chat laugh till it passed nine.
On the way to MRT,
Had me singing with right key!;)

Crowded is it the MRT,
Stepped upon an Indian's feetxD
Never my girlfriend will that be,
Forgot to ask will you be;P

But the night doesn't end nicely,
With the World 1st losing regrettably..
Unhappiness am I to feel,
To see you with unhappiness filled.

But still a great day I shall say,
"More to come" I deeply pray.
Maybe more maggie I shall eat,
To have more pretty lady I will see=P
LALALA!

A happy day=)

~ { 11:59 PM }
I Love You morethanIcansay;