I don't know what is wrong with me.
I just feel like getting myself into a fight and get killed.
So Jacob-like. Haha.
Too bad I can't.
Zzz.

Suddenly I hope I can fly.
So I can escape this reality that is screwing me up.
I don't know what I am doing.
What I am feeling,
What I am hoping, what I am wishing, what I am expecting.

This world keep rotating and I am following it.
But I feel so stationary that I feel quite stupid.
Cause I am thinking too much yet again.
Clear my mind clear my mind.
Don't take up a rock and smash my feet again.
But by not thinking anything, I feel like so hollow.

I need some adrenaline.
Maybe I should go jump off cliff.
Haha.