July is ending! Geez.
Life has been like this all the while. Nth to be posted also.
Have been 3 weeks since I was really happy for a day.
How long is that man. And how fast. Lol.

Actually, seriously,
I was surprised that you know=x
I seriously thought you didn't and will never bother.
So, do you bother since you now know?
Hahaha.

All right.
I have yet to step out of this.

How?

Instead, I think I am still hoping to for the acceptance.
I know it is silly.
But I don't know how to stop living in this fantasy.
This is worse than a Level 3 dream.
It is like dying in the dream,
And not being able to wake up. Jeeez