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Tuesday, August 31, 2010


YES!
New record!=)
Hope better will come~

~ { 7:29 PM }
I Love You morethanIcansay;



Asked, "How long will this feeling last?"
I don't know. Seriously.
It has lasted for a long time, and it is still burning.
I don't know when the fire will really burn out.
Are you looking forward to it burning out?
Frankly speaking, I am not.
I think I will feel so empty if that is going to happen.

This is a first time.
For things to go this way.
Everything is doing fine.
Though some confirmation will definitely make things less complicated and more defined.
Sometimes I really hope things can settle down proper.
But will things change if status quo is broken?
I will not let it change.
Yes I will be happy, very happy actually, but I will let things stay the same as it is now.
Cause I think we are at a nice situation now,
Minimizing away the complicated and guessing feeling. Haha.

Sometimes the truth in Life can knock you down reaaaal hard.
People always want to know the truth, but can you take the impact that follows after?
Not being emo here okay. I don't want to be emo again and again.
Just thinking and sharing only.
Crossroads are a situation where you need to make important decisions.
"The most important decisions in Life is never easy to make"
I learnt that in Step Up 3 today.
Random: The movie is nice. So darn cool. Haha.
But yea. True right? If you take the wrong step,
You might fall into this GREAAAT pit where it is almost impossible to climb up.

Well.
Do-or-die.
Let's choose the former one.
And just do it=)
I want you to be my girl.

~ { 12:26 AM }
I Love You morethanIcansay;


Sunday, August 29, 2010


如果喜欢一个人的感情能轻易被遗忘,
那就不叫爱情了。
I heard that on a drama.
Haha.
I think I am in love.
Yayy! Proposal got accepted!=D
I am really happy.
Hope the execution of it can really be done.
Hopefully
Heh

~ { 1:28 AM }
I Love You morethanIcansay;


Wednesday, August 25, 2010


我要你喜欢上我。

Haha. I don't know where I get that confidence from.
I wont say I have been through many things.
But I really want to settle down.
Or I hope I can.
Settle down proper, with you.
I don't want a change anymore.

It is so tiring to go through ups and downs.
I am learning to be optimistic!
I want a change of myself.

Hahaha.

Never try never know.
Just don't break the rule.
Heeeee

~ { 10:17 PM }
I Love You morethanIcansay;


Friday, August 20, 2010


I rarely post about my day right?
I shall post one bout it.

Today started off raining!
Luckily it is only drizzling so I still manage to go the same bus stop.
With the fear of missing another chance to be beside you.
However. You won't there again. Sighs.

And morning kicked start with H2 Economics Paper 2!
3 essays within 2hours 15mins.
Write and write and write and write until I was sooooo tired by the middle of the 3rd essay.
My neck is aching. Zzz.
Finally! It ends.
I hope it will be something better than E.
I have always be getting that or S.
PLEASE! Let me do better in this final pre-exam

After that, afternoon is all about mathematics.
Spent 3 hours revising.
Spent 3 hours doing the exam.
It is tough. Challenging.
I very scared I will lose my A. Lol.

However!
The day ends nicely!=D
I very long never eat Kobayashi already.
And actually the lady got my order wrong.
I ordered my noodle with chicken.
But it turned out plain. Luckily the price is not affected. Haha.
I can walk a thousand mile as long you are beside me.
Even I can yawn a million times, I will continue to walk. Haha!

During the route, the urge to say it out is so strong.
I wonder what will happen I really blurt it out.
Gosh. The negative thoughts are so strong that it suppressed the urge almost totally.

I wish I can just say it out and you will gladly accept;
Will you?

~ { 10:43 PM }
I Love You morethanIcansay;


Sunday, August 15, 2010


Let us give love a proper definition, shall we?






You.

~ { 10:54 PM }
I Love You morethanIcansay;


Friday, August 13, 2010


"You'll never walk alone"
I think that is utter bullshit.

My sister was telling me this another day,
"Don't expect too much from people,
In the end the one ending up feeling awful will be you.
Cause people always disappoint."
I have always don't like to acknowledge this.
Used to.

I am a person who treasured accompany.
In fact, it is essential for me.
Like a fish cannot live without water.
Sadly enough,
I need to learn how to survive on land now.

"When life gives you lemon, makes lemonade!"
Can I ask. If life gives you nothing, how on earth can I find that lemon to begin with?
Grow up. Different people have different perspectives.

I told my younger sister this.
"When you grow older, you tend to expect lesser things in life."
I am really a man. Cause I lived up to what I've said. Lol.

You really cannot expect much from people.
Expectations usually are not expressed out, ain't they?
Thus why, people won't know and they usually will end up disappointing.
In the end, you will be the one feeling awful, sad and disappointed.
Right?
Yes. Cause I feel like that at times also.
So I am quite stupid as well!

But let us learn!
Learn to forgive, forget and forsake.
Forgive people's misunderstanding or not able to understand you,
Forget bout the misdeeds people have done that disappointed you, and
Forsake the liberty to expect and hope cause it will only breed more misery instead.

If you feel like you are being left out of a circle,
HECK IT.
Draw your own circles. Understand?
Draw. your own. Circles.
HA HA.
It is supposed to be a joke.
HA HA.
We must see things in different perspectives okay!
Esp the bright side.
TORCHLIGHT PRRREASE!
I think this is funnier=P

~ { 10:40 PM }
I Love You morethanIcansay;


Tuesday, August 10, 2010


I started missing before 24 hours has passed.
Sometimes I really hope time will freeze and don't move anymore.
Cause I am running out of time.
I want As to be over.
But I don't really want to leave the college.
So school-loving right? Nope. I am not.
Just that when I leave the college.
The full stop will seem to descend.

Departure and arrival is part and parcel of life.
Every milestone of life will leave a deep impact upon your life.
The moment of departure tends to be heart-wrenching.
Yet again time will heal.
It is just a matter of how long.

Can I just admit I am a coward?
I don't really dare to face that pain.
Yet it is worsening as I know it is nearing,
With you getting further, or rather, never near before.
I try to forget but I can't.
I try to let go but it just keep getting tighter.
"My heart's crippled by the vein that I keep on closing"

~ { 11:12 PM }
I Love You morethanIcansay;


Monday, August 09, 2010


Today is a happy day!
Posting this with iPhone, so the formatting is different.
But I really want to post about today, 9th August. Haha.
Today is Singapore's birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SG!!=D
That is one thing.
The other thing is able to spend a day with you=)
Walked and ran alot today.
Rather tired now.
But I am really grateful for today.
Don't know whether there will be a next time, but I have really enjoyed myself.
Hope the both of you also!
Thank you, for the day=)

*Format changed, content intact=)*

~ { 10:33 PM }
I Love You morethanIcansay;


Saturday, August 07, 2010


Look.
I am 177cm. To many people,
That is counted as rather tall.
However,
I feel so insignificant.
What a joke.

Seriously.
I weighed 63kg.
But how much do I actually weigh in your heart?
I bet it is really light right?

No wonder I am sinking.
The balance is off.
You have such a heavy weightage in my world,
That it has toppled off the moments when I am only like a paperweight to your heart.

Like a ship with a heavy head and weightless tail,
It will capsize.

Sinking drowning fainting.
I am losing sight..

~ { 12:44 AM }
I Love You morethanIcansay;


Thursday, August 05, 2010


WOOO!! 5 DAYS HOLIDAY!!
But I feel no tingle of excitement for it.
WOOWWW!!!

~ { 11:37 PM }
I Love You morethanIcansay;


Monday, August 02, 2010


Disappointed at first, tho it is within expectation.
But your phone call came and things changed all of a sudden.
I am still happy to have the chance,
To at least be there for a lunch=)

Today I've learned to not hope alot,
You never know when you will once again fall.
Yes, I hope for something concrete,
But no, life is lack of fantastic.

With time running and little left,
I don't know what else to expect.
I will be lying if I deny,
That the thought of it have already died.

If only grabbing of a handful of sand will not lead to any leakage of it,
I think everything will be more perfect.
But life is never perfect!
That is a well known saying.
Ah ha

~ { 11:44 PM }
I Love You morethanIcansay;