I started missing before 24 hours has passed.
Sometimes I really hope time will freeze and don't move anymore.
Cause I am running out of time.
I want As to be over.
But I don't really want to leave the college.
So school-loving right? Nope. I am not.
Just that when I leave the college.
The full stop will seem to descend.

Departure and arrival is part and parcel of life.
Every milestone of life will leave a deep impact upon your life.
The moment of departure tends to be heart-wrenching.
Yet again time will heal.
It is just a matter of how long.

Can I just admit I am a coward?
I don't really dare to face that pain.
Yet it is worsening as I know it is nearing,
With you getting further, or rather, never near before.
I try to forget but I can't.
I try to let go but it just keep getting tighter.
"My heart's crippled by the vein that I keep on closing"