If I need to wish for a chance to meet you,
I would have made a million wishes.

After living for nearly 18 years and 8 months.
For the first time in my life,
I realized I hate being a guy.

Hi.
I miss you.

Kuai le yi ge yue! x)

I like my phone's screensaver now.
It always make me smile to myself whenever I see it. Haha.

I like going to seaside. But I love going it with you.
I like playing Frisbee. But I love playing it with you.
I like taking long rides and stone. But I love having it with you.

It is still the same old verse,
Cause there are still hopes that I deeply wished for.
In life, there are always double meanings in many things.
That is just one of it. But the most meaningful one.

People always said it is a fortunate thing to find that special someone in your life.
I think fortunate is one thing.
Being able to keep it going is another.
Holding on, hanging on, keeping on.
Got it got it got it.

Hopefully my conjecture is right.
That like that, it will add up to something called "long long nine nine".
You got to be a chinese to understand that. Heh.
Thisishiddenbutifyousee,ijustwanttosaythatiloveyouso.

I have posted quite a number of post that I have forgotten what I have posted before and never posted before.
I can write good compo but do not-a-not-as-good compre.
Why?

Compo requires a judgment, a stand, a perspective from you.
A non-biased, balance yet sensible essay which take no side in the perspective you take.
I am able to do so.
Arguing my way out is something I am okay at. So usually I am able to come out with an argument and talk about it, provided I got the inspiration too.

I can't excel in Compre because I can't really infer.
I realized I tend to infer the wrong stuff. Hence my answer never really hit the marking point.

Apply the above to Life.
It is kinda similar.
I can't really infer.
That's why sometimes I hope I am Edward Cullen.
I like his ability. Hahaha.
Being able to read ppl's mind.
Isn't it a good thing?
I will be able to know what you are thinking already..

Question mark question mark question mark.
An upsurge of feelings,
Leading to a great wave of disappointment.
Sometimes I deeply wonder..

It is meant to be a surprise but why did it turn out to feel so funny?
It is not a positive feeling.

Be oblivious.
Or what.

God.
What on earth can I do?
What on earth have I done?

I think I should stop thinking like I can change the way things are.
Sometimes, something are just out of your reach.
Not everything happens in the fact you want it to be.
Rarely will it be..

Is it human nature to compare?
I don't want to be a human.
I don't want to compare.
It will make you feel bad, feel lousy, feel sad.
Comparison isn't that good when you are the losing party.

Whatever machine will eventually will break down one day.
Irobot.
Sometimes when something is lost,
It is lost forever.

I like this sensation, you know how I feel even if we were to fight everyday
You always want it your way but I can accept anything from you, only you~
I’m lonely, my heart’s crazy for you and and you’re the only one I see~

No way, I’ve realized that I’ve been looking at you
It won’t do even if I hate it, stop it, or hide it
It can’t go on like this
I will confess that I’ve fallen for you
You’re everywhere in my dream
I know that it doesn’t make any sense but I love you

When I’m with you, I don’t mind being nervous
I may be a little hasty, but you’re the only one who can tell me what to do~
I guess my heart was stolen before I knew it and I’m missing you all day long~

No way, I’ve realized that I’ve been looking at you
It won’t do even if I hate it, stop it, or hide it
It can’t go on like this
I will confess that I’ve fallen for you
You’re everywhere in my dream
I know that it doesn’t make any sense but I love you

Everything’s so different, it’s too different~
I think I am falling in love, be my baby, be my baby~
From head to toe we have nothing in common
Now I wanna know more about you, be my baby, be my baby~

No way, I’ve realized that I’ve been looking at you
I’m happy whenever I say your name or look into your eyes
That will do and I want you too
Please say that we’re alike
Wherever I see, you are the only one in my eyes
I know that it doesn’t make any sense, but I love you

If you never realize,
The above italicized texts are the english lyrics of my latest blog song,
"Can't believe it" by Younha.
Isn't the song sweet? Hahaha