It is meant to be a surprise but why did it turn out to feel so funny?
It is not a positive feeling.
Be oblivious.
Or what.
God.
What on earth can I do?
What on earth have I done?
I think I should stop thinking like I can change the way things are.
Sometimes, something are just out of your reach.
Not everything happens in the fact you want it to be.
Rarely will it be..