I woke up. Vomited yet again.
I feel so weak. Like an utter failure.
Ever since I went into army,
Everything seemed to be going down.
My stomach. It feels like a crap.

Is it anxiety or what? I don't know.
Feel so disappointed with myself.
Ya nobody really love army. At least not me.
But is that why I am like that?
I don't know.

I don't know what to do.
How to make myself feel better.
Always sick.
I hate myself for being so weak.
But I really don't know what to do.

Don't angry with me la..
I also feel like crying for being so useless.

:(