M.O.O.D.Y
Aiya lousy night.
Got this lousy, moody, pissed off feeling.
Shall not elaborate why cause there is no point.
I am weird. I admit.
I don't really like to spill my feelings out.
But I really hope people will understand how and why I am feeling what I am feeling.
How possible right?
At least I believe people who are close enough to me can sense.
Example, my elder sister.
Too bad she is married and don't live with me anymore.
If you can reach that stage,
It will just means you know me really well.
I wanna be rich.
Since young I have been bothered by monetary problems.
I don't blame anyone for me being born in such an environment.
So I learn to live with it.
No money jiu no money lo.
But as you grow up,
You will realize and begin to feel this feeling.
Disdain.
You will be so unwilling to accept what you have.
Why are you always so restricted?
So I must become richer. How? I don't know.
But yes I will.
Should stop hoping for the impossible cause it will never happen.
It is like,
You can't grab the Moon and put it in your pocket anytime you like.
Cause Moon is just too far and too immense to be put into a pocket.